the 1 you love now will love u 4rever.=)

goodnight blogger~

2011-01-28T21:21:00.004+08:00

hey babe-sie.

Ive moved.

For good i guess.

RELINK horh

see you there!

tumblr calling

2011-01-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

Feels like moving to Tumblr. should i?? one thing i hate about tumblr is that the quotes seem pretty depressing sometimes. and i hate to read them. especially depress about love lorh. come on, love life is NOT ALWAYS like that ok. So, back to the question.

Should i move to Tumblr?

hiok hiok.

for the rest of my life

2011-01-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

Works are piling up as day goes by. But on a lighter note, I thank god for letting him be a part of my life. I love you baby Muzzie :P

Random;

2010-12-28T15:00:00.004+08:00

Most of us love to be called pretty, beautiful and etc. It is somehow an ‘energy boost’ I can say. It gives us the confidence to face the world. Maybe you don’t agree with me. But that’s just how I personally feel. When I’m in public, let say in a shopping mall or something and I see so many beautiful people around me. Only god knows how I feel. Since most of the time I’m out with B, he’ll always be my victim. I’ll keep on complaining on how I wish I could be as beautiful as those girls. You know those flawless skin, beautiful body, straight teeth. Every single detail I’ll observe. Even a plain Jane girl attracts my attention. Maybe the way she carries herself is just amazing.

Aku merasakan seakan-akan diriku sangat kecil dan hina di mata mereka yang begitu sempurna. Aku tahu, aku harus bersyukur dengan apa yang telah dikurniakan kepadaku.

Tetapi aku hanya seorang insan yang biasa yang tidak pernah puas dengan apa ku ada.

Though the people around us are kind enough sometime to praise us, but the effect won't be as great when a stranger finds you beautiful. If a stranger praises you, it means you are really beautiful. But when a someone you know praises you, they might just want to make you happy. Feel me?

Wonder if people look at me and think "I wish I was that pretty" because that's what I think when i look at everyone else.

The more I look at these beautiful human, the more I hate myself.

P/S It’s just one of those days when I feel insecure.

my superhero

2010-12-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

This is my baby boy. Starting his face so stepping right. feeling sachok :P heh

Anyways, he doesnt know i was vid recording.

ilysm hunn:)

coconut

2010-12-03T21:25:00.001+08:00

LAKI AKU SACHOK GILA BABI

Sand paper

2010-11-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

Its been a rough week. Had comm skills test on tues, japanese presentation on thurs and MAF test just now. Oh, not forgetting comm skills online assignment which i thought ive sent, but the system said i did'nt.~~Lobang jubor tol~~

Visited baby's aunt over at CGH just now. And then dinner at East point.

I M U S T S T A R T P R E P A R I N G F O R T E R M T E S T.

Holler

2010-11-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

Im on my way to conquer you. I shall conquer all of you and show that victory is mineee.

P.s school is seriouly draining me out.

P.s.s I'll try to update using my lappy more often so that posts wont be so dull and boring without pictures. ROARR~!

depression

2010-11-13T20:54:00.003+08:00

HELLO LARLINGS.

Sorry for the last 2 posts. You know, girls during certain period of the month have PMS right? Mood swinging here and there, so yeah, that explains it all. Hehe Migrain sucks big time. It’s trying its best to kill me. Seriously. Mid sem test seems so near to me and I’m freaking out. I know what the fark. It’s only the 3rd week of school. But poly life seems to be moving so fast, like a bullet train. And I’m having MAF class test next week. Just in case you don’t know, MAF is Management ACCOUNTING and Finance. Sibeh manfan.

p/s i hate my hair color for being obvious only under strong lighting. klah, maybe better in real life. but STILLL~ :(

2010-11-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

If you're an avid reader of mine, you should have already know that im not the kind who loves to hang my dirty linen outside for others to see. I prefer to share my joy and happiness. What for blog about something sad, mundane and boring? Worst still expose your darker side/anger. What for?!? We must live OUR life to the fullest. Not be kpo of other people.

But let me tell you. I ve no more patience for a person like you. Why i post it here? Coz i know you read my blog.

I dont think there's a need for me to talk to you. Srsly, lets just do our own business. I dint even disturb you, then why disturb me?? Stop invading my privacy. Bitch bitch bitch.

What you read here, shall remain here. You dont have to tell straight in my face what im suppose to do.

Loving my baby boy is much more worth it.

Live your own life and just ~~fcuk off~~ get lost.

2010-11-10T02:30:00.000+08:00

Its already 2am and i cant seem to sleep. Baby boy is snoring. Must be supper tired since its his first day at work. He get posted to some where in the east. At least better than clementi camp. I dont want to reveal much here as i dont even know who is reading my blog. If possible, i want to privertise it and invite those i know and truat to read it. But leceh luh.

Oh wait. Let me warn you. This post might be very lengthy.

School's fine so far. Project work is slowly stealing my freedom away. I even have 7pm to 9pm classes on certain days. And its make up tutorial. I have soo many long breaks in between, but the tutor just couldnt fit her time into ours. So it scuks. Imagine gg back home for like more than 3hrs lunch break and then drag yourself again in the afternoon/evening. Sibeh lazy one lorh.

Its already been week 3 sem 2. Time passed so fast. But i wish it could be faster. I want to be 24yrs old now. Get married, and lead my own life.

You dont tell me what i should do alright. I just dont get it why some people are just so irrational. Just speak for yourself. Maybe you should guide yourself to the right way first before wanting to guide others. Come on mannn. Just shut the fcuk up. This kind of people, they just dont deserve my respect. You have to respect others in order for others to respect you. And to be a leader, show good examples la horh.

Ive always wanted to run away from all this people. But thank god my baby boy guide me to the right way. Yes, my baby. He means a lot to me. Without him, my life means nothing.

You people are just soo typical. The mindset of you know, orang kampung2. Come onnnn. If i were to do something bad, da lame da weyyy aku buat.

K, bye. B wont be happy of he sees this kinda post.

Sayang, i love you soo muchhhhhh.
Xoxo

two celebration in one

2010-10-30T20:24:00.004+08:00

Im officially done with year 2, semester 2 week 1 of poly. And I still have like around 27 more weeks to my next long holiday. Jeez. Semester 2 seems pretty bastard. Though they said it’s a holiday semester. Maybe cause we only have 2 exam papers. Comm skill is going to be a killer. Lastly, I hope MAF will be fine. Imagine, other courses are doing this subject for two semesters, but we’ll be doing in ONE! Goddd. Oh! And guess what does MAF stands for?! Its Management ACCOUNTING and Finance. FUUUHHHH! Power the marhh. See, that’s how much accounting loves me. We’re inseparable! I think I talk too much.

In conclusion:
• Im gona be very busy with school.
• I shall stop skipping lectures (first week of school skipped 2 out of 3 lec :[)

And last weekend was fun!

a ticket for four

2010-10-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

we had fun.

A hundred.

2010-10-22T21:15:00.003+08:00

So, hi. I think i need to update my blog. But erms, i dont feel like sharing. How ley? Hehe. Nah, actually im just too busy. To be honest, nothing much. Ky, i dont even know what im talkg abt. Im much more active on twitter. Hmmss, new sem starts next week. 3 more days yo! Timetable, erm, ok lah. Im free on weds! Baby, please make yourself free horh. Date me like how you used to :P Tmr will be another great day. Shall post about it soon. Insyallah. Till then!

P.S no picture coz im using ipod to update :(

2010-10-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

hello lovebirds.

life is great. full of up-uP-UP and AWAY~! yeehaw. pictures speaks a thousand word. dont you think so? rather than i waste my energy typing my 2 weeks activities, come, let me show you bit and pieces of it.

Block leave

2010-10-08T09:36:00.004+08:00

B is now having his 1 week block leave. Which means, B need not have to book in for the whole of this week. Been a busy woman every single day, from morning till night. Every minute spent seem soo precious to us. Its been quite some time since we last had this soo much of fun. Ily bby.

P.S No pictures as im updating using ipod.

2010-10-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

hair color isnt obv. waste my moaneehh

hippies

2010-09-29T19:54:00.004+08:00

In Visuals;

So there you go. How I spend my weekend in visuals. Went Ikea with dear and my younger brother, Baq. Unlike Bazil, Baq is much more reserve to himself. I thought Baq would be well behave the whole day. But no I was wrong! He’s rather SUPPER MANJA with his brother –in-law. :P As seen in the last picture, that is how close they are. Baq wouldn't even give me a chance to hold B's hand. He will just get in between us and hold mine and B's hand.

gangsta' raya '10

2010-09-21T16:19:00.004+08:00

I don’t have the inspiration to blog yet. That’s the reason why my blog is dead. Let’s summarize my week.

So far;

Saturday: Raya w/ the family in Malaysia
· Sunday: Raya w/ the usual and cikgu
· Monday: Raya w/ the usual (II)

For today, went to collect my parcel over at Bedok central post office. Borrowed a few malay novels, bought brunchner and here I am, home sweet home!

free style

2010-09-15T19:32:00.003+08:00

It’s been awhile since I last updated. Reason? Busy with exams and also hari raya. Things have been going well so far. A bit disappointed with mgt science paper. The feeling of the answer is just at the tip of your brain, but it just refused to go in. #%*$&@!. Miseries aside. I’m done with my papers and I feel like a free bitch baby! The thought of able to celebrate raya my hearts out without worrying the need to go back home and study. Ahhh, pleasure doh. Raya-ing with the Usuals on Sunday. Insyallah! :>

take one

2010-09-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

HAHA. Will be back soon!

a 60

2010-09-02T18:33:00.004+08:00

Went over to JB yesterday to get some of our Hari Raya stuff. Gosh, I swear I hate motion sickness! Today on the other hand was alright. Collected my stuff from Sheryl in the morning, and then head down to Bedok to meet up with Mardy. Had a study date with her. It is quite effective I can say. Though we were erm, ~~talking~~ discussing every now and then, but at least some info did enter my brain.

a nikon

2010-08-31T14:05:00.003+08:00

I have to control my spending and I have to differentiate between a need, an

d a want. Once again, I got trap into a situation. And this time round, I really could not help myself. A part of me said that I don’t need it, but another part of me said I do. To be honest, I know it isn’t important. What makes me buy it is because of the price. To me, it is very reasonable. Undeniable that it is still a bit pricey, but I believe that this chance will ~~maybe~~ only come once?

I hope I’ve made the right choice!

P/S you know what the sad part is? i use B's money to buy it. argh.

A secret between you and me

2010-08-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hi. I know you know this, but I have to keep on repeating the fact that I love my man. Love him so much. You know what? ‘Semangat cinta bulan pertama’ is a bull shit. Trust me. I have stumbled and fall before I met this man of mine. But all those heartaches made me to be stronger and someone whom appreciate things even better. For you my man, I LOVE YOU MUZZAMMIL. May our love last forever. Insyallah!

Sharing session

2010-08-26T00:52:00.002+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office...jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I’m a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

And with that, may all of us married couples not take each other for granted, embrace each other's imperfections, appreciate each other and most importantly, be blessed with happy marriages.
Cheers!

shopping girl

2010-08-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

Either from hermes:

or from: Samantha Thavasa

Jumper

Gnome sandal

i dont know if im doing this on impulse, but yes, im getting all of them :/

OMpppLSCMms

2010-08-24T11:19:00.003+08:00

Hi. I’m not in a mood to revise. I shall continue to procrastinate, and procrastinate, and procrastinate again. This is leading me to nowhere. I’m sad :(

walk with me, hand in hand

2010-08-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. No inspiration to do so. Haha. So as you can see, I’m back to bs. To be honest, I do still prefer Lj as I can choose whether to publish my post to the public, myself or only to my Lj friends. How convenient! However, due to some technical errors, I can’t change my LJ domain. Actually, I can change lah, but I have to pay 15 bucks! Siapa sia nak layan. Tsk. But, you can read some posts over at LJ click here

My weekends will forever be occupied. Even my mum has ‘sounded’ me. But nah, once in a while yaw. It’s not like as if I go out everyday right? Give me a break!

Been roaming around town and geylang bazaar lately. And everywhere you go, it is damn pack! I need motivation to start revision on proper. Go me!

2010-08-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

Some posts are at fikamuzz.livejournal.com

mia mia

2010-08-18T12:48:00.003+08:00

feels like moving back to bs as i cant change to the domain i want on Lj

enD

2010-08-05T19:18:00.002+08:00

errm, just in case, there is such url fiikamuzz@livejournal.com but currently not in use. that's not my url yaw. my LJ url is ___(find it :P)___.

Till we meet again

2010-08-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

moved out of this space :P

-find me-

Love cost

2010-08-01T15:06:00.001+08:00

28 Ways to Love Your Husband... HIS WAY!

(why 28? coz it's our fav no.)

1. Communicate with him respectfully.

- Every body wants that. right?

2. Regard him as important and let him know he's important to you.

- Let me confess it here then. Dear AmilBaby, you are a VIP in my life. And nothing can change that fact (Y)

3. Do everything you can to at least understand his feelings—even when you disagree with him.

- err, we have to give and take yaw. hehe but oky, i ll try my best! :)

4. give him time with his friends (if they are trust-worthy men).

-but if he is the one who doesnt need the time with his friends ley~ how? hehe

5. Ask for his opinion and let him know you value what he says.

- i ve always value what he said. (i guess :/)

6. Tell him you both love him AND like him.

-told him this almost after every breathe of mine :>

7. Let him feel your approval and affections.

- aww, you need me to show affection towards your dear? ive given u more lorh. hahahah

8. Protect his dignity on a daily basis.

-sure do! :)

9. Be tender with him realizing he has feelings also.

- (:

10. Foster an atmosphere of laughter in your home. Look for ways to laugh together.

- we laugh, cry, smile and be sad together yaw :)

11. Avoid sudden major changes without discussion giving him time to adjust.

- lols So far as im concern, there's no major changes. especially w/o discussion! siao ah. hahaha

12. When you go out on a date together don't bring up problems—reserve that time to one of having fun together

- yeah, agree! :)

13. Focus on what he's doing right, instead of focusing so often on the negatives.

- very the agree!

14. Show interest in what he feels is important in life.

- how to show interest to MYSELF? :/ hahahhahahahah

15. Correct him gently ( at times) and in private

- i do. but hey, my baby is a good boy ya know ;)

18.Compliment him often.

- yeap. and compliment me too ayte? nyahaha

19. Be creative when you express your love, both in words and in actions.

- i think woman are creative in every aspect! hehe

20. Talk with him about having specific family goals for each year to work on to achieve together so you will both feel closer to each other as a marital team.

- yeahs. i love doing this. seriously! hehehe

21. Find ways to show him you need him.

- i do!

22. Defend him to anyone who is being disrespectful in their talk about him, remembering that to love is to protect.

- whoa! i ll physically defend mann. hiak-dush!

23. Rub his feet or neck, or scratch his back after a hard day.

- cannot~ i know my man too well alrdy! ;P

24. Initiate going out on romantic outings

- of course! :>

25. Tell him how proud you are of him.

- wahai cintaku, iqah amat mengkagumi mu :>

26. Give advice in a loving way — not in a nagging or belittling way.

- lools. i dont nag yaw ;)

27. Look for ways to reserve some of your energies for him so you're not so tired when he wants and needs you sexually.

- im ready when you are honey. HAHAHAHA

28. Take the time to notice what he has done for you and the family.

- i always do bby :)

say my name

2010-07-27T18:36:00.003+08:00

Sometime, I just feel like private-ing my blog. Make it private only for me and B to read. No readers will be invited. For now, I’m busy with school. Won’t be updating that much I guess. Till I blog again.

Last friday, my boyfriend came over and met my parents.

Then he left, and my Dad told me that my boyfriend loved me.

I smiled and asked, “How do you know?”

He said, “Because he looks at you the same way I look at your Mother.”
aww. sucha sweetheartttt <3

I love my one and only baby boy :))

Required to make things work;

2010-07-25T10:51:00.002+08:00

I am very thankful on the fact that mummy is being more and more understanding about B and I. In fact, even daddy is ‘cool’ with it now. Alhamdulillah! My man booked out last Friday. I fetched him alone, and then we had dinner at Fish and Co. Express. It’s weird that we could not hold hand as B was in his uniform. Hahaha.

Yesterday, we went to town. Bought a top and also …………. . Thanks sweetheart for that ‘thing’. I know how much u hate me putting it on. But your reason touches my heart. Really. So sweet of you my loved! :> MUUAAKSS*8!

For today, we need to run some errands before B book in AGAIN! later in the evening.

P/s. Approximately 5 more weeks to go. Wheeeeeeeeeee~

small birds

2010-07-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

i'm soo proud of my camera :>

Hello people. Life is awesome. Not 100% awesome. But let just be grateful ok? Ever since B is in camp, I have always been looking forward to the weekends. That’s when I ll somehow enjoy life to the fullest. I don’t know, it feels incomplete without B. Some couples can afford not to meet their partner every day. But it’s different for us. Why? Cause other people do have close/best friends around them. Their besties are the one who are always there for them. Whereas for me, B is both my bestie and hubby. I just love my man soo much and I just can’t stop talking about us. Klah, I shall shuttup. Bye!

no place for drugs

2010-07-20T19:50:00.003+08:00

It is yet another tiring day in school. Though I’d a long 3hrs break, but me and the F girls decided to start on our MS project which due next Friday. We head down to Bedok inter and get things started. Lunch-ed at Mcdees, and I ordered the spicy mcNuggets. Go try it if you haven’t! But honestly, I think the original nuggets taste better.

Cinta will be having he’s shooting test tomorrow and the day after. I know you can do it my man. Do me proud yaw! :) ily.

lala di tamplong

2010-07-19T21:16:00.005+08:00

OHMY! remember those friendster-bulletin days??? hahhaa me likey2 :D you too right syg? stalker bb :P

You’re not allowed to lie, OK?

okay, we'll see how it goes

Did anyone hurt you in the past couple days?

nah. lets live life to the fullest yaw ;)

Who was the last girl that called you?

erm, Fatin?

Does she mean anything to you?

shes my classmate :)

Have you had sex today?

how to? my hubby in camp leyy. hahaha

Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?

AmilCintaku

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

i guess so. but things happen for a reason right?

Does anything on your body hurt right now?

my back hurts

Do you believe love can last forever?

heLL yeahs!

Has anyone had there hand in your pants today?

wah fcuk. no lah!

What should you be doing right now?

answer all the questions.

What’s bothering you?

i miss my man :(

Do you own more then one bathing suit?

yes i guess.

Do you have siblings?

yeah

Last person you talked to in person?

belo

Do you think someone’s thinking about you?

my baby!!! hehehe

What made you the happiest today?

im done with om and lscm project!

Are you happy with how life is going for you?

lets just be grateful with what we have.

Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now?

uhuh. you know who.

In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone?

for the past 31 months in fact.

Are you happier now than you were five months ago?

im always happy whenever dear is with me. be it far or near :)

Name of your favorite color?

grey?

When’s the last time you were outside in the rain?

yesterday with bb :>

Do you have feelings for someone?

more than just feelings. im heavenly in love!

What is your hair looking like right now?

Messy ponytail.

Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert?

Nah, i would rather go syarahan.

Did you sleep alone last night?

nope, bby is always beside me.

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?

hope so.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?

we're married!

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

yeahs. can bby? :>

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?

B is all i could ever think of lorh. haha

What’s on your bed right now?

pillows.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?

Yes.

Ever been called babe/baby?

Yes.

Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?

Yes!

Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to on the phone?

bby? what do ya think :P

Today did you see ‘that someone’ that makes you happy?

soon! :>

Who do you hug everyday?

Virtual hug from B

Do you like tight or loose clothes better?

hmmss. depends

What clothing style do you like on the opposite sex?

nah, i dont give a damn

Are you on a laptop?

yeahs

Do you text more girls, or guys?

A GUY

Would you consider yourself good looking?

im average :)

Who is your best guy friend?

Who is your last text from?

AmilCintaku

Favourite clothing store?

anything will do.

What colour is your hair?

auburn

Why aren’t you dating the person you like?

coz we're more than dating.

If you could visit anywhere, where would you go and why?

tekong :>

What’s your favourite band?

Do you have a formspring?

nopey

What would you say is your best feature?

my eyes :>

Favorite movie?

How much $$ do you have?

in my wallet? $78

Are you a vegetarian?

nah. but i love veggie

Favourite place to be?

anywhere as long as im with B

Do you get good grades?

no :(

Playing the field, or serious relationship?

Serious marriage

Do you like flirting?

with B :>

What do you hear right now?

malay songs

Favourite sport to watch?

any sports will do. really :)

Do you ever read the ingredients on food labels?

ya..

Do you like Paramore?

ermss~

How about Twilight?

yes, twilight is nice! only twilight, not new moon and the rest.

Justin Bieber?

haha. im ok. whats wrong with him?

Are you manipulative?

sort of..

Sexiest thing on the opposite sex?

one sepet eye :>

Meanest thing someone’s ever done to you?

have meh? everybody is nice to me. right? hehe

Would you rather have one best friend or surrounded by acquaintances?

bestie :)

What kind of phone do you have?

E63

What kind of phone do you want?

me want iPhone but b said NO!

When’s your birthday?

2804

Do you like Classic Rock?

im fine

Rap?

okok

Are you gay?

im straight. but can be BI at times :D

Some random person comes up and tells you you’re sexy, you say?

thanks! you're sexay too yaw!

Favorite candy?

errmmss~

Hot face or hot body?

i want both!

Ever been hit on by someone older?

hahahahaha. parents? hahaha

What state were you born in?

S'pore.

Long or short hair?

long sexay hair. yummehh!

I go Outdoors and Play

2010-07-19T18:52:00.004+08:00

"I swore to you that my love would remain, and i swear it all over again my Bby"

Phew! Yes, another burden off my shoulder. It’s a huge relief that I’m done with OM and LSCM project and presentation. Though it’s a combine project, but it is very stressing! Right, since I’m officially done with it, I shall move on and get over with. It is very disappointing having friends who did not put in much effort when doing the project. ~~Eh hello, if you don’t effing care about your grades, I do ok. And you’re putting my grades at stake! Tsk.~~ OMftLSCM and Purchasing project done; now we shall start on Mgt Sci. Hopefully everything goes well. Insyallah!

It is very disturbing too when I get to know of two sudden deaths today. One is actually someone whom I don’t even know. But the fact that it is someone’s father and he’s family now have to go through everything on their own, it makes me feel so sad. What if the dad is the only breadwinner of the family? Pity isn’t it? And secondly, it was a primary school mate of mine. Her mum passed away a few hours ago. Even my mummy knows her mum. It is so tragic. Life is never fair eh? I hope she’ll be strong. In fact very strong! This is life. Sigh. Al-fatihah.

baby's first book out is the best. we went out like everyday. from morning till night. ilysm honey-b! (Y)

helluva

2010-07-18T12:12:00.003+08:00

My iker Casillas (Y)

It’s been quite some time since I last update. Baby will be booking in later. Sigh. But hopefully everything will be fine. It will only be a 5 or 6 days book in as compared to the last 17days. Horrible!

Weds: town
Thurs: parkway
Fri: ehub
Sat: soccer+town+fireworks

For today, will be running some errands with the man, and then send B to Pasir ris together with his family. Bon Voyage my dear! See ya soon sweetheart :)

2010-07-16T11:15:00.000+08:00

My sweetheart is a free man babyyyyyyy. (for 5days only =,-)

facials

2010-07-13T20:20:00.006+08:00

Hi. I’m not really advertising these products, but since I’m bored and have nothing to do, let me share with you some products that I find worth sharing. Just like the saying, ‘Sharing is Caring’.

I am so grateful that my skin has been really good so far. No more acne. Maybe a few breakouts (especially a week after my period, it will CONFIRM come out for a few days, and then it will be back to almost flawless face). Right, u might find it not that flawless, but seriously, I’m indeed very happy with my skin face now. Even a few of my aunt noticed it and said my face is now GLOWING! Lols sounds funny to me. Heh. So let me share what are the products I’ve been using. Mummy had always been nagging at me for keep on changing products. But since after I used these three products, she have nothing to complain. Cause proven, her theory of ‘STOP CHANGING YOUR FACIALS! THAT’S WHY U’RE FACE A LOT OF PIMPLE’ is wrong! Boo hoo :P

So the product I’m using to cleanse my face every morning and night is HIMALAYA HERBALS Gentle Face Wash Gel. It is specially for oily skin (like me). Why I love Himalaya Herbal is because it is soap free. My face is VERY SEBTIVE. Seriously, since young my skin has always been sensitive. That’s maybe the reason why it is very difficult to take care of my complexion. The price is rather reasonable. Got it from Mustafa Ctr and it cost only $6-$10 I guess. But let me warn you. It doesn’t really helps to improve your oily skin condition. Tsk.

After cleansing, I’ll apply my DERMALOGICA CLEARING MATTIFIER (during day) and DERMALOGICA OVERNIGHT CLEARING GEL (at night) just before applying my HIMALAYA HERBALS FACE MOISTURISING LOTION.

They day ‘cream’ help to treat my breakouts and also to control my excess oil. Whereas the overnight gel purpose is to clear skin congestion and prevent future breakouts. The moisturizer on the other hand is just to nourish the skin.

Lastly, PROACTIV REFINING MASK. This mask I will only use once every 3 days. It is for acne treatment and also act as an ‘exfoliator’ .

I agree that Proactiv and dermalogica products may be very pricey. But u can get them at a very reasonable price online :)

and just for you to know, i even wash my face 3 times a day. Morning, afternoon and night. hehe but for the afternoon wash, it is just a light wash. a bit of cleanser and just cleanse it like as if im using water only :>

#15

2010-07-13T19:13:00.003+08:00

Me-oh-my, the day is nearing. Very near in fact and I just can’t wait for the moment to come. I keep on having butterflies in my stomach each time I think of B. I’m having all sort of emotions. Yes, all at once! It feels like how the first time I'm meeting B ^^,

Tomorrow will be having purchasing presentation. Thank god it’s not formal presentation. Phew! 2 hours of class, and I’m done for the day.

Till next time. Xoxo!

P/s Holding my breath and not letting go.

#14

2010-07-12T17:53:00.001+08:00

Hey-hi. I’m supposed to go on a field trip today with the school. But can you believe it they turned us down because there weren’t any more seats on the bus?! Tsk,tsk,tsk! Poor us!

So went to Prima’s at Bedok to collect Baq’s cupcakes. He’s birthday is tomorrow. Turning #4 soon but still pelat! Lols

OM project is really getting on my nerves. I’m hating it even more now. Not only that, my group members aren’t cooperating. Double combo! Shall not elaborate more, you guys wouldn’t even want to know about it. Shall end here. Tada!

P/s The day is nearing and I’m having butterflies in my stomach. It feels like how we first met!

#13

2010-07-11T15:40:00.005+08:00

Hey ladies! Its been another tiring weekend. Lets see, we went Tampines stadium for some Is’rak Mi’raj Syarahan. Had macDees for supper, and then home. Nothing much, but I swear projects are killing me. OM project in particular. We’re somehow, stuck and to make things worse, deadline due next Monday! Very stress indeed.

But nevertheless, I still have a breather. Accompanied mummy to buy some stuff nearby just now in the morning. A fast and nearby trip which do make me happy as I’m able to get my mind off the school work. This is what they call, simple pleasures of life :>

I can’t wait for this upcoming week. ~~Alrights, not really as I still have projects and presentation. T~~his week is the week which I’ve been looking forward to! Can’t waittttttt!!!! :>>

"Walau hari berganti hari, cinta kita akan abadi selamanya.."

#12

2010-07-10T15:32:00.004+08:00

"Hari berganti hari, dan sukar rasanya bagiku menanggung perasaan rinduku ini. Semakin dihitung, semakin lama pula rasanya. Bilakah kau akan keluar menjumpaiku wahai cintaku? Ingin sekali ku mendakap mu dengan erat dan bisikkan bertapa rindunya aku terhadap mu.."

11th

2010-07-09T19:03:00.006+08:00

Just so you know, both dresses have already been !SOLD! Thanks buyers. So now, I shall remove my tag box. B doesn’t like the idea of me putting up the tag box as he’s scared that history will repeat itself. To be exact, ~~hate taggers.~~ Ha ha.

How’s my Friday? It sucks! Business Entrepreneurship report was due by 5pm just now. I did manage to submit it before 5, but too bad some things got messy and I need to bus-ed back to school and settle some matter. I got so pissed off! Lol

This Wednesday, purchasing report dues. Alhamdulillah, so far so good. What I’m worried most is OM project. Gooosshhh. Someone save me!

P/s I miss my man.

Eleventh

2010-07-08T19:37:00.004+08:00

Today is not just like any other normal days. Today is a .. yes, you can call it “A day to remember” why? First and foremost, my team, YES! My all time favorite team got it into the finals!!! I started to support Spain since 2008 when Muzz and I watched the Euro Leag together. My man has always been a Holland supporter, where as for me, ESPANA! Don’t ask me why I’m a Spain supporter. Cause to be honest, I can’t remember why. I’m not into footballs this year. The mood just isn’t there. But Spain getting into the finals is a big deal to me! :D

Besides that, my MUZZAMMIL MALEK not only received his ‘firearm’ today. But he also was one of the few w

ho got selected to literally fire the gun in front of a whole lot of other recruits! Can u imagine that?? Out of hundreds of recruits, my man was one of the six whom got selected! And to add on to the excitement, B managed to get a rating of 5 out of 6. Which means, out of the 6 shots, 5 of them hits the bull’s eye! Fabulous to the max or what! Am very proud of my man, like seriously! It was he’s first shot, and he managed to do it exceptionally well. Great job my man!

ohyarh, can you imagine how heartless and cruel the officers were? They stomped into the bunks at 4am and expected everyone to wake up and get ready asap! Gosh, four in the morning?? Poor B only managed to have 4hrs of sleep L

Sadness aside. Lets look at the brighter side of the day. Today is 8^th July (0807’10) both me and B’s favorite number is in today’s date. Maybe that’s why all the good things happen? Lucky charm perhaps? Hehs

Lastly, today is my grandma dearest 66^th birthday. I love you nenek :>

10Days

2010-07-07T19:00:00.005+08:00

Sigh, im back to being cranky. Maybe, being away from B for 1 week is possible. But now its already more than a week and it seems that I cant take it any longer. Thank god time is passing by quite fast due to projects and such. But every morning when B call me at 5am, its very hard for me to say goodbye and put down the phone. Yes, I know he will call me in a few hours time during his break. But, I don’t know. Its hard to explain how it feels like. I really cant wait for B’s first book out. Though it might be at night, nothing can stop me from fetching him home.

P.s Counting down the dayssssssssssss.sexcited!

NINETH

2010-07-06T18:08:00.003+08:00

Been very busy these days. so before i totally ignore my blog which ive promised to update it EVERYDAY, let me share with you guys how my day(s) have been.

so yesterday, it was my cousin, Humairah Shakira's birthday. its such a waste that i dint bring along my camera. tsk. so we had a jolly good time. om nom nom.

Where as for today, another normal school day. deadlines nearing. exams soon. BUT! B will also be booking out real soooonnnn ^^,

hmss, im not in a mood to blog =_<

ky, byes.

I LOVE MY BABY MAN. HE'S ADORABLE LIKE MAADD.

HEHEHEHEHE

#7

2010-07-04T18:26:00.003+08:00

hoorayyyyy! Mission almost accomplish-ed!

spring-cleaned my room, and im left with tutorials. come on, have some mercy and dont remind me of the projects. tsk. before i forget, i feel like giving away some of my apparels here. i dont know if i should. im too kind hearted today. lol should i??? should i not?? sigh, i dont know. ive tones of them in my wardrobe and some are left un-worn or worn only once or twice. let me think about it yeah?

yesterday (saturday):

it was a family day for us. I first went to ehub to buy the Toys Story 3 tickets for today, and then off to meet the rest of the family there. theres some Anime competition i guess. and all the participants were dressing up as Anime cartoons. like seriously! some were scary and some were, commendable :)

went to nenek's later in the evening, and the cousins came over too.

today:

watched TS 3 with sissy just now. we supposed to watch it yesterday, but it was full house! bought Fish and Co and we ate it inside the theater. x] we had 2 fish burgers and calamari fritters. they have the best calamari ever! Me being a non-squid eater even couldnt resist it. yumeehh!

baby man:

so hows my army man? he's fine. alhamdulillah! he's gettg stronger and stronger. im happy for him :D will be visiting his mum tomorrow. i was in tears when his mum confided in me. jeez. and ohhss! b wrote me a note. im suppose to read it only when he's about to book out. but too bad i somehow found it out. so boo, its no longer a secret. haha cant wait for u to book out sayang.

till then :>

its de 5th!

2010-07-02T19:10:00.004+08:00

sorry for de bad quality. cant expect much from a 2MP camera phone can you?

School:

TGIF! another week of school have ended. ^^,

its been a 'tiring' week. it sucks w/o my baby :( aniways, school ended at 1 today. accompanied de Fs for lunch at design school and then off to nenek's hse. Tmr's plan is to watch Toys story 3 with beylo. but have yet to check out de timings and have yet to ask B for permission. hehe honestly, im damn tired and i dont feel like blogging =_0 haha

baby man:

my man is progressing really good now. he's back on track. YAY! as usual, he ll call me every 4 to 6hrs each day w/o fail. Everyday, i ll wake B up at 5, and chit chat w him after he bathe. so yeahs, life is not that bad after all. i mean, life is getting better but whats best and will forever be is having B around :(

alrights, just a short update.

l love you muzzammil malek!

xoxo

its de 4th day!

2010-07-01T20:05:00.003+08:00

tik-tok-tik-tok. its de 4th day now. it feels like it was just yesterday that B went to tekong. time is flying quite fast w/o us even noticing it. and it is a good thing btw!

Baby man:

so, just a short update on dear. B feels much better now. he no longer feels that lonely inside. and i must thank that guy who sleeps next to B's bed. THANK YOU RECRUIT _____ (idk his name)

oh yarh, ive not mention when exactly B will book out have i? hehe i somehow dont wna reveal it here. looolss mepek sia fiika. unreasonable kebabai hahaha he ll be booking out ON OUR MONTHSARY!!! hehehehe so if u do know when my mtsary is, u should be able to figure it out when is it. nyahaha happy like mad. and oh, im even much much happier when my man isnt feeling all sad and home sick. ALHAMDULILLAH!

school:

had Law presentation just now. and again alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. i wasnt that shaky just now. and it all thanks to my Q-cards! i wrote down my WHOLE report for my part and literally read it from there. nyehehehee sorry, just couldnt help it. i shall continue doing that for the rest of my presentations. why not right? different people is different and have their own way of presenting ;)

i also skipped all lectures for this week except for MS lecture. u cant blame me you know. why must they put almost all of my lectures on 9am?? grss. and also, i HAVE DE INTENTION to attend tmr's Lscm lec. but too bad theres no lec tmr. hehe but, okay, shall promise that i ll attend next week's lecture :)

thats all for now.

adios amigos

my very 1st bus ride home ALONE on a wednesday. hehe
B is such a sweetheart. he ll seize every opportunity to call and check on me. its like every 4-6hrs he ll call. ILYSM MSHAM :)

3rd day

2010-06-30T18:37:00.004+08:00

its the 3rd day now and Alhamdulillah things getting better. managed to 'calm' B down. hopefully ystdy would be de last time im hearing B cry. sigh. B even wrote down in de survey form given to him that 'im homesick. and im not motivated to become a soldier' sth like that. ohh gosh. if only i could fly to him now and give him a warm hug, many kisses and tell him that everything is gona be okay. sheesh. Not forgetting, B's mum even confided her sorrows to me. telling me how much she misses her son. i dont have de guts to tell B this. i know he would break down knowing abt it. im sorry baby for keeping this from you. i hope u ll understand. which i know u do :)

alrights, enough of all this sadness. so hows things? hmmss, project deadlines are nearing. in fact, tmr i ll be having my law presentation. and it will be in a LECTURE THEATER. scary much ehy? but nah, hopefully i ll be fine. i hate public speaking. but oh wells, i dont have a choice do i? been keeping myself occupied at all times and im tryg my best to distract myself. but its undeniable that B is 24/7 in my mind :( urghs.

till tmr.

p/s i ll try to update my blog ~~regularly~~ everyday

2nd day

2010-06-29T18:36:00.002+08:00

i miss my baby. and its only de 2nd day. sigh. ive never felt this sad before. this is de only time you ll see me blog/tweet in this kinda way. im sorry readers for being soooo emotional. bear with me oky?

it is sad to know that B have been cryg in camp. yes! he cried! even B, being a man, isnt strong enough. then how abt me? ive been tryg my best to act normal each time he calls me. but, theres a limit to it. i do cry each time i hear his voice. why? cause from his tone, i know he's tryg not to cry. sigh,sigh,sigh,sigh, sigh! i hate NS!!!! urghsss..

i do hope that things will get better in time. its damn hurtful to know that your love ones in such a great pain. i feel hopeless now. my mind is always thinkg of B.

whatever it is, my main aim now is to change B's mindset. i want him to feel a sense of belonging. i need him to mix around so that he wont feel alone and home sick. i just cant stop prayg to god. i really, really, really need B to stop feelg sooo sad! :(

B's 1st day

2010-06-28T19:49:00.008+08:00

Its baby’s first day in camp. Sent him off to tekong together with his mum, nephew and younger sister. It’s a great experience. Atleast we do know that dear will be well taken care of. We get to see his dorm, the activities he ll be gg through and even taste the food he ll be eatg. And I was shocked to know that they even serve pastas in camp. Yes, PASTAS! Well fed aren’t they?  had lunch together, and then it was a bye2 for us. Its damn sad you know! I almost wanted to cry. But thank god, I manage to hold back my tears. I know that dear’s mum wanted to cry to. Why? Cause she said this

‘Jgn nangis eh, nnt cik pon nangis’ = ‘don’t cry, if not I ll cry too’

lols even B’s sister said de same thing! Haha not only that, even dear is sad! We can really tell. from his gloomy face. His eyes were slightly red. I know that he really can breakdown just like me. I know that he is trying real hard to act tough. And oh-my. Im tearing while typing this! Hahahahaha

klah, I shall end here. Till then.

baby, i know its hard for us to 'let go' of each other. whats important, at the end of the day, you do and must always know that im still here faithfully wating for you amil baby :)

oh-oh-OH-oh-oh

2010-06-26T23:22:00.006+08:00

an exciting week. really, i swear!

hehehehehee

B will book in this mondayy! hehes all de best my MAN! see ya in two weeks time ayte baby? trust me that i ll always be here waitg faithfully for u. and most of all, i cant wait to spend my day with ya tmr syg. and regarding our short get away, i hope u enjoyed every second of it. (i know you do :P) rmbr my baby, i love you now, i ll love you forever :)

love,

iqah baby.

2010-06-22T20:38:00.003+08:00

So, sch is back and i have gotten back some of my test papers. Alhamdulillah is all i can say :)

my baby will be booking in soon. Very very soon! It will be a huge change for us. Maklumlah, hari2 jumpa. So when 2weeks of not meetg up, how on earth will de feelg be like?! Jeez. But its okay. Im mentally and physically prepared. No use whinning over it. My mindset now will be 'Faster book in, de faster he ll book out'. We ll be gg thro this TOGETHER,till de very end :>

one cup for you and two cups for me

2010-06-18T18:37:00.003+08:00

hello darlings!

im back from a short getaway. which is a 3D 2N in Batam. it was a last min plan for me. hehe aniways, i do enjoy my trip there coz there's wireless like almost everywhere! and whats best is, even in de hotel room have wifi. thank god i brought along my lappy. it was a 24hrs chatting session with dear. webby is de best medicine ever! :>

A&W mango pocket is like de best!
shopped till i dropped!
a luxurious yet VERY affordable hotel room
hair-do
spending quality time with family

it will be de end of term break soon! and.......... im unprepared. projectssssss left undone. sigh.

im off for now. till next time!

Guys!

2010-06-11T14:32:00.006+08:00

This is just how i feel. :)

As a girl, i feel that guys dont have/need to be treated in such a way that they will feel embarrass. Dont you think so? Like commenting on fb post sayg tht 'You dont have to care abt me coz ive my gf to do so.' i mean, wldnt he be embarrased? How wld you feel if de guy says tht to you? Honestly speaking, if you're mad with your guy, just pls dont state it in de net and make him look like a fool. I know im no one to say this, but hey, its my blog. So who cares :) thats my opinion. Right? So yeah, i just feel that nobody in this world is perfect. We have our own flaws. And our flaws may not be a flaw to others. Thus, moral of de story is, Find MR.Right instead of Mr.Perfect. Ive found mine. And im proud of him. Yes, he may get on my nerves sometime. But lets solve it in a nice way (thats wht B will always say :P ) take a chill pill yaw. Lets give and take :)

every guy who is in de right mind wld wnt to give de best he cld to his wifey and to see her sad wld be de last thing he ever wnted.

Alrights, thats all ive to say (:

CORRECTLY STATED

2010-06-08T20:41:00.003+08:00

its been looongggg since i last update ey? i wna update, but since i cant upload de manyMANY pictures thro' iPod, i gotta wait till i on my lappy. which is like.. erm, now? but somehow, im kinda lazy to upload them. coz, THE LAST EPISODE OF CHNL8 DRAMA IS STARTING IN 15MINS TIMEEEEEEEE! okay, shuttup. and im sorry im back ranting nonsense. no more proper english :D ~~okay2, shuttup!~~

So, baby will be a man in exactly less than 20 days. no more sigh-ing. lets be positive. im proud coz fiikAmil will be gg thro' this TOGETHER :)

as usual, days spent with my baby. oh, mid-sem was alhamdulillah. manage-able.

some how baby and i are running out of places on where we should go. especially eatg places. we eat ALOT i swear! OH-OH!! we've been exercising regularly too. but it is sad to hear that i cant really remove my chubby cheeks. oh-wells. they're cute arent they? =_o

okys, im off.

KAYA SPREAD

2010-06-02T09:57:00.002+08:00

thanks B for de cut-out

YES im out in BH on monday. its soo damn shocking coz i dint expect them to interview me for real. haha and the first person to spot me was B's mum. she texted him. i swear its damn paisey coz me myself have yet to see it. i was wondering how on earth did i look. what if my face is like some stupid shit? coz srsly, i dint know its gona be on BH for real. so when they interviewed me, i was like just voicing out my thought in improper sentences. and i even said them in ENGLISH! ridiculous. and what i said LITERALLY came out just like that wo any editing. damn disappointed. but ohwellss, not a big deal. its not like im at de front cover! hahahaha

and oh. i only managed to read it via internet at 7pm and thanks to Mardy, she took a photo of it and sent me thro' msn.

HAHAHAHA.

oh so freaking bad.

2010-05-29T20:59:00.005+08:00

Hey ladies and a man.

will be having mid-term test in like 1 and a half days. haix, i dont know what to say. but poly life srsly sucks. if ure aint intelligent like me, u better be hard working. if not, u can kiss goodbye to all de papers.

and ............... my dear boy will be a man in 30days. yes! 30days ONLY! i do hope that i ll always be positive in gg thro' this.

oh, i had a great time during Vesak day. its de best!! ^^,

Teacher: Frd, give me a sentence starting with
"I."
Fred: I is . . .
Teacher: No, Fred. You must always say "I am."
Fred: Oh, right. I am the ninth letter of the
alphabet.

Tranquil Heart

2010-05-27T23:06:00.004+08:00

Let me tell you:

You dont need a DSLR to take great pictures. All u need is de skill to do it :P

pictures belongs to fiikamil property

Dream and wishes

2010-05-23T01:05:00.004+08:00

I was confused at 1st why people (who is not really close to me) laughed when i said i wnted to get married to Muzzamil. But now i understand why.

a friend once told me that shes scared of being too commited to her boify as she doesnt wnt history to repeat itself. She said she used to have such high hopes and dream, but sadly it dint work out. But to me, all one need is faith. Maybe she knows that her current boify isnt tht serious with her? Hmss~

Boom boom!

2010-05-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Hows my day? Fantabulous! It was a joging date for me and bum2. We jogged around reservoir IN DE RAIN, and its ultimate shiokness! We then played tennis in school. All i can say is, Muzzammil, iqah love youuuu! Hehs

where as on mondy, went ite simei to collect bum2's cert. Mad Jack-ed and went back to simei for soccer. It is undeniable that spore soccer scuks? Lol

tues was dinner date ^^,

im madly in love!

see ya tmr bum2 :)

A Wise Man

2010-05-16T14:40:00.003+08:00

To this boy whom im truly in love with:

Ive been given a chance to love you, and i would not want to waste it baby~

Sweet Peach

2010-05-16T13:12:00.004+08:00

EXAMS IN 2 WEEKS TIME ?!

As shown above, my ~~exams~~ TESTS will be in 2 weeks time. Ive started doing some preparation, but i aint that confident as i dont really understand whats de note is trying to say. Grss! I want atleast a B, but i doubt so :(

Aniways, tests aside. Im loving the fact that everyday is a happy, cheerful day with baby. We've been roaming around town lately. Most of our kaching$kaching spent on food! i hate fast foods and im avoiding fast food for the past week. once again, F those chuby cheeks!

Will be gg jogging w baby this week. Either gym, or reservoir. but first thing fist, i gotta find my running shoes. =,-

klah, im done for now. talk to you soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR QURRATUAINI!

My soon-to-be Ns baby will be serving his Ns in 6weeks time. Sighs.

Down under

2010-05-12T22:16:00.003+08:00

Bear with me okay? Or skip this post.

F! Im feelg fatty and unhealthy. Thanks ah fast foods. I really miss those athletic dayss. Like damn! I miss doin sports. I really hate this unhealthy lifestyle of mine. I really feel like joining a CCA in sch. But jeez. I dont even think im gona be that committed. Urghs! Im jealous of athletic girls YET FEMININE! I miss being one of them. I feel like cryggg. Arghss! Ya allah ya tuhanku, bantuilah hambamu yg lemah ini. Amin.

Mother's Day

2010-05-11T19:09:00.002+08:00

full of MYSELF

2010-05-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

UNEXCESS

2010-05-08T20:11:00.004+08:00

i pity 'failed' marriages. Every divorced couple may be seen better off without their ex-partner. but deep inside, im sure they still have feelings for their ex wife/hubby. i mean, tho' there's unpleasant memories, im sure there's unforgettable happy moments together. what ever it is, lets pray to God that EVERYBODY is happy :)

Dont ask why

2010-05-08T19:03:00.004+08:00

(Tuesday outing @ Pasir Ris)

My friday night, in fact DAY, was well spent!

it was CCN DAY (dont ask what it stands for coz i dont even know!) and also TP's 20th anniversary. There were hell lot of fun. From booth to performances, to buffet and sunshine.

My class sold candy floss and cup corns. i enjoyed doing both. Classmates said ive de potential to open up a Candy Corn stall. So who is with me?!? Lets together open up a Pasar Malam stall :D

THE POSTER

credits to my brother BAZIL for helping me out!

the guy in BLUE is my COURSE MANAGER ft CARE PERSON

As usual, met my boy after that. Went J's Wok to eat and then ________. Later that night, we went to Jam&Hop. Baby dont love to party, but somehow he just followed the flow ^^, So hell yeah, i enjoyed my self. thou its not as epic as real clubing -__- and Hip hop was in de house bebeh!

where as for today, had mcD for breakfast. yummylicious! baby and i then walked around bedok to get more food. hehs

b, faster get a bike leyy. i cant stand walkg alr ;P lysm!

p.s BABY WAKE UP NOOOWWW!

2010-05-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

Sucks.

Say it with me.

2010-05-02T15:16:00.003+08:00

Fika love listening to him, talking to him, annoying him, seeing him smile, hearing his laughter, being concern about him, admiring his talents, watching him think, ignoring his flaws. I seem to love EVERYTHING about Muzzaammil! Loved.

Legal 18

2010-05-02T11:59:00.004+08:00

Owning an iPod is making me update less frequently as now i dont have to switch on my lappy to surf net. I can update it using this device like what im doin now. But updating using this is kinda iritating. Like typos and i cant make the para shift to de centre. But oh well.

Hows my birthday? Its a blast. Celebrated it for 3days straight! The day before my birthday, had dinner with family at Js Wok n grill. Yesss! My work place! Damn shockg please. Hahaha and was touched when all de staff sang a birhtday song for me. Aww... Hehs

on my birthday, it was with my hubby. We celebrated it OUR way ^^, lyssssssm hunny-b!

And then de next day, had dinner at Breaks with girlfriends. Tysm darling Ira and Mardy for de treat and most importantly those fun times we had <3

where as to those who wished me on fb, sms, twitter, fone calls and etc. Im touched. Thanks for rmbering my bday coz my fb state only my anni date. Hehs so to all, from de bottom of my heart, THANK YOU.

//edited

We are the lovers

2010-04-30T19:55:00.004+08:00

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your atttention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she is beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and dont say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

AMIL SYGGG IQAH SGT2 READERS, i will be MARRYING HER sOoN PpL... LYSM baby IQAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Options

2010-04-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hey all. Yes, its my birthday today. But i dont feel like updating abt it now. Coz i wna upload de pictures tgthr when updating. Can? :D

Im here just to express my thoughts. :D

Hmss, we can be in a r/s. Being in a r/s means that u want to commit with that someone special. You love that person whole-heartedly. Right? But why do they still have scandals?? Nah, im not talkg abt my r/s. If you feel guilty/ terasa, then im sorry. I just cant tahan lah such pepo. Never think of ur partner's feelings isit? Its ur r/s, but im de one yg sebok2 eh? Lols. Klah, im off.

Ciao.

All over me

2010-04-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

Hello hello! Alhamdulillah everything is fine. New classmates/clique is awesome. Tutorials gettg tougher. But oh well. Thats life. Love it less or love it more :P

Can i wish upon a shooting star? I wish my last few days being 17 wont be filled with nagging. Please? Thanks Hehs

Lets vroom vroom bum2!

xoxo!

Fairytale not fantasy

2010-04-23T21:18:00.004+08:00

heylo babies!

school ended at eleven today as there's no tutorial. went out of LT and baby was there, waitg patiently for me. aww~ tysm my sweetheart. thanks for waking up early despite having sleepless nights.

the plan was that we wanted to PRETEND that today is 28th April. my birthday. As next weds my schedule is kinda tight up with school and stuff. but boo! it dint work. i really dont feel it. lols

had a light bfast in school, and we both took 5 to Orchard. alighted, and headed over to Ion for Swensen's ice-cream buffet. yummeehhhsss~!

more pictures will be uploaded in fb

but to be honest, if u dont enjoy eatg tonnes of ice-cream, then dont bother to go. lols

For now, our next target will be having Swensen's one-for-one lunch. it sure worth de kaching$kaching!

ira baby texted me, askg if we could accompany her for a while. so why not? met her at Sommerset. accompanied her to..., and we then said goodbye. it was a short meet up. but hope to have lunch with her soon! ive many lunch date with all sort of people. but none have been confirmed yet! hahahaha

baby and i then went

plaza singapura -> city hall -> marina sq -> funan-> .... -> homiee!

wanted to go to esplanade. but nah, shall pass it.

and ohh! all my classmate seems oh so finee. hehs shall tell you more after we have our 1st few tutorials tghtr yaw? hehs

and my care person is de course manager!! and he is like oh so naggy-high expectations that kind. shiats! tsk.

for now, no plans during weekend. i wna go wedding pleaseee! anybody wna invite me? or how abt, let ME invite you to MY wedding? i wish! gaga

\toodles/

Value Optical

2010-04-21T20:29:00.003+08:00

So as you know, my baby will be serving his NS in 2 months 7days. and thats the period for me to get myself mentally prepared to consider 'let go' of him. its aint easy u know as he'll be in ARMY! damn! army is like the worst! but alhamdulillah baby will be in Pes C since he is having heart problem. yes, he looks damn fit! but who knows what is actually happening inside de human body right? but once again, alhamdulillah coz theres nothing serious about it. Pes C means that he get to skip 2 stations during NS. and he'll be doing those light duties. However, the system have changed and now there's no longer Pes C. Pes C now falls in the Pes B 2 or whatever shit its called. okay2, i shall skip all these PES PES thingy. CONFUSING MUCH!

soo, im actually a little bit sad+excited. its obvious why im sad right? but excited.. hmss. excited and proud coz baby will now transform from a BOY to a MAN! whoah! hehs and serving NS means anda berbakti kepada negara (i dont know how to translate it!) lol

klah, im F tired right now. i need my rest. hehs

talk to you soon ;)

MIL stands for mother-in-law!

Moment of truth

2010-04-20T20:20:00.005+08:00

EIGHT days before my EIGHTeenth birthday, i received a surprise letter sayg my baby will have to book in TWO mths after my birthday, which is 28 June! And you know what, TWO seven EIGHT have always been mine and bby's favourite numbers. Is this all planned? Or its a lucky charm? Whtever it is, just know that im here waitg faithfully for you baby :)

xoxo!

RANDOM-ed pictures

2010-04-17T16:18:00.004+08:00

the pictures are randomly arranged!

sakura

up town

Marina barrage

plaza Singapura

secret recipe

mavD supper

J's Wok & Grill

2010-04-17T15:25:00.008+08:00

heyYA readers! i know you guys been wondering where exactly my work place is. so let me write up a short and quick post for you.

basically im working at J's Wok & Grill. its at Bedok North st 3, blk 527. yeap2, its located in a nearby neighbourhood. how convenient ;) haha you can take bus services like 225's Green and White plate from bedok interchange. its a Townlink bus.

the letter J from 'J's Wok' actually represents JAMIYAH and JEEWA. Jamiyah is a charitable organisation. thus, the profits earned by the restaurant actually goes to the needy homes like Darul Ma'wa, Darul Takrim etc.

My work place serves both western and oriental cuisine. but we specialise more on western food. especially our Steak House.

wondering if there is any promotions going on? we have this Recession Lunch Promotion from 12noon till 3pm. During this period, our Fish and chips is only $3.50 and both Kampung fried rice and fried beehoon is only $1.90! now tell me, where else can u find food this cheap?! lols

as for the opening hours, we are close on every monday.

tues-thurs: 12noon-10:15pm

fri and sat: 12noon-11pm

sunday: 12noon-10pm

pssttt: artist like Sarah Aqilah, Ella, Amy Search, Sharifah aini and many more have dine in here before!

illustrations:

thats all i have for you. cheerios!

Emotions in de air

2010-04-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

Yet another blast with baby. Ystdy we wemt marina barrage+town. Amd tday, we went town again. Its a new turf for us and me oh my. The fried mars balls is an addiction! =9 been gg out way too much And reach home late at night! Shall control myself before some one at home starts to nag! Hehs im off for now. Yes, once again i owe u pepo pictures :P

Socialise

2010-04-13T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Sorry i ve not been updating. Been busy like a bumble bee now adays. ^^, aniwys, been gg out alot. Saturday was funeh. And mondays was a blast. What ever it is, im happy. Hmss, i dont know what to update on you see. Haha lazy leyy. Hehs so to those who is following me on Twitter, u know what ive been up to :) and to cikgu, thank you so much for de Dorothy perkins voucher/card. Its shopping time for me!! Hehs Ohyarhs! Sch will be open in a few days time! New classmates, new course, new time table! Urghss, i hate changes! And baby will be gg for his NS in july maybe? You'll be wondering how i feel. Of course it will be difficult for me. Imagine, im soo dependent on him. Everyday i must meet him. So what happen when he is in camp? Iys okay, hopefully everything goes just fine. We have faith in each other. Sms pon sms sajalah. Hehs (lysm my baby. Better tke gd care of yourself!) klah, im off. Xo!

CHEMisTRY

2010-04-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

\i see your true colors and thats why im not afraid to love you babysaur/

Decision making

2010-04-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Tell you what. I wna do cornrows to my hair. But de thing is, de cost worth perming my hair! Perming can last forever. But cornrows only 1 or 2 weeks? Then it will get messy. Hows???

Cute but mean. Not evil.

2010-04-04T00:34:00.003+08:00

Ive alot to blog on. But i dont have the time. Work takes it all. Aniways, slimspa tea is good! Its for sliming+detoxing ur body. May be abit expensive. But worth it. Shall elaborate more when ive the time. I also wanyed to share a joke. But i cant seem to publish it. Hmss. Its oky then. Next time perhaps. So hows everything? Fine. But i cant stand de pepo at my work place. They can be fun, but at times abit too serious! I just cant wait. One more week, and im out! Hehs photos shall be uploaded when im using the lappy alrytes. For now, ttys. Tata!

2010-03-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

Ive a confession: handsome GUYS are natural beauty. But beautiful women are not. Coz guys dont need make up to look gd. But women, SOME/most depend on make ups. Hmsss. Thats how i feel lah kn. Hehs nyottss ^^, aniways, went vivo->orchard->bugis->clubing. Yeehawss! Lovee amil munchy much! Amd this time round, we took pictures! Shall upload them soon alrights? Will be working full (12hrs) for 3days. Sheeshh! But kaching$kaching is all that matters. Wink wink.

Self-check

2010-03-30T00:40:00.003+08:00

Feels like craping. Bear w me, or skip this post. Thanks. Hmss, alrights. Im not being some bitch here, but some how, i feel that looks conquers it all. No, not coz of dear lookg at preety girls or wtsoever. But me, i just cant stop lookg at cool, attractive, good personalty+natural beauty ladies out ther. They catches my attention. And i will start to think, why cant i be as beautiful as them? Or am i not being thankful with what i already have? I dont wna be beautiful to attract other pepo's attn. Coz i do already have muzzammil's attn :P hahahaha but its just for 'self pleasure' hahaha klah, diam uh fika. G tdo pon cantik. Nights! Hehs.

2010-03-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

High-low. Me went out with dear to town just now. Had much fun! Will give a proper update when i switch on my lappy alrights? And damn, we dint took any pictures. AGAIN! Tsk. Tty soon. Xo!

Rotation of the wheel

2010-03-26T14:46:00.004+08:00

im here to give an update. are u ready? :P

went kBox with the babes ystdy. it was only the three of us. but nevertheless, we had munchy much of fun!

met them at three (during my lunch break). we sang all different kinda genre. when it was the Jiwang part, me became all hyper. can u imagine, even mardy sang along with us. we became even more hyper when Beyonce and Shakira took their turn. haha

As for today, me and dear went to get a pair of Crocs for ourself. ive always wanted to get Alice. but too bad. the sales person said that Alice is an old model and they dont produce it any more. so my next option will be

\Mccall winter women/

it is odor resistance, ergonomic, lightweight, comfortable and anti microbial.

the boy on the other hand got himself a

\pRepair slide/

it reduces muscular effort, fatigue and PEAK pressure, and also Croslite.

yes, the boy isnt a fan of Crocs. but thanks to me who psyco-ed him. he bought one :P

i also took a day off for today. so tday is a rest day for me. PHEW!

P.S If only i can upload those photos of me and you without pepo commenting anything. sheez.

Lets get HIGH

2010-03-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

Another awesome day w de boy. Thanks bbyyyy. Muuaakssss6! Huuggsssss :)

Its a LOVE DAY

2010-03-22T22:43:00.007+08:00

i love today so very very much! as you know, monday is my off day. thus, today is the only day i can spend the whole day with dear. it took us days to decide where we wanted to go. ive too many plans. i wanted to go seoul garden, hans river, sakura, chef 13, sentosa, vivo, orchard, city hall, marina barage, and many more! too many place to go. but too little time. my heart told me to go Vivo, but ended up we're in Orchard. yes, we took 65. the bus route goes straight to vivo. but me being fickled minded (as always), decided to go Orchard and have BBQ CHIX for lunch. ordered 2 sets of Ginger chix. Slurpss!

but honestly, i still prefer tamp One bbq chix. Cine served the food w/o warming them up. shingz!

went Far East plaza. i felt that we ve spent the whole day there. kept going from one shop to another. spotted a dress and a bag. shall get it soon! hehs

shall get that long dress from secret island! dear love it munchy much ;)

~~bought a shoe!~~ =X

we then bused to bugis and collected the stuff i bought online.

and we went _______ .

what a day. seriously. much loved!

/xoxo\

p.s forgot to take pictures. not even one! tsk.

Two way road

2010-03-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

When you are in love, you cant fall asleep cause reality is much better than your dreams :) (fetch me)

You, me and the dance floor.

2010-03-18T23:32:00.004+08:00

hows life? thanks to god, everything is great!

Received my online items.
just now was yummehhh ;)

Upcoming event

cant wait for monday
kBox with the sexy bitches
movie-s
(i think thers more, but i cant rmbr what)
kaching$kaching rolls in
and MORE kaching$kaching to roll in

True love is a gift

2010-03-15T18:19:00.003+08:00

Okay, so like finally im blogging. Nothing much. Been busy w work lately. Weds will be going to Johor for shopping. Yipee! Klah, im off. Lazy wana update. Hehs Follow me on twitter should be enough. I guess? Hehs toodlesss. Love amil bbysaur soooo muuchhhhh!!

the thought of sharing

2010-03-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

Hey all. Everything is gg on well so far. Dear bought me a 'touchy touchy' hehs thank you so much dear! Me love it so much! Aniways, im back to my everyday busy shedule thanks to work. Starting from next week, will be working from 12-10. But will be having a 3hr break ",) okay, its kinda iritating to updte my blog using this device. Shall reblog when i have the time. Xoxo!

little sunshineee

2010-03-03T19:49:00.005+08:00

ive been wanting to blog in malay, but it seems like i could hardly find a time for that. i know i can blog it now. but nah, im not in a mood.

work starts tomorrow. ~~damn you!~~ initially it supposed to start on next tuesday. but fcuk. they called up last minute. it really pissed me off. ~~blom pe2 da call up. knn tol.~~

lets put it aside.

having bby Bu around makes me cant wait to start a proper family. i swear! ive a vision. i wnt to grow up with my child. treating him like a friend, rather than having a r'ship like 'Im your mother, u better respect me.' like all those old tradition way. We are now in a new era and they are the millennium babies. all the more we must change the way to educate them. as parents, we always wnt whats best for our children. When we and the child treats each other like bestfriend, the child will have trust in you. they would therefore share every single thing with you. be it good or bad. i know how it feels like when parents nagged at the child. and yes, all of us hate it. so, if you yourself hate that feeling, then why nag? i know at time you cant avoid it. but we should atleast minimise it. for me, my weakness is my anger management. and yes, thank god dear is always there to remind me. hehs

lets take a peep

/xoxo\